Saturday, July 15, 2006
the pain
..(cont -trapped)
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earlier that day, severe headache attacked her. no, it wasn't really a headache, it was something else too. she's having a hard time breathing. she can feel the darkness closing in around her.
im worthless, i can't do anything, so i watched her, dying in front of me. i tried to avoid her gaze.. those gaze that will haunt me forever.
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she stared at me and i just can't help but look through her somber eyes once again. i tried to look passed her deepest secret, her hiding soul. i tried to reach out for her as darknesss engulf me in another world.
memories after memories...memories of somewhere, of something, is slowly fading.
after staring at those unfathomable eyes, tears silently fell that broke my heart. and finally i felt it.. the pain. the most agonizing pain i felt in my whole life.
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i stared at the darkness around me. i can see a flicker of light from a distance. then i heard her sob.. for the first time i've known her i saw the real HER. everything changed except for her deep eyes. tears then silently fell.
"you don't undestand, do you?"
once again i looked at her not through her eyes that will only cause too much pain
"you've always been there and still you're afraid to open your eyes, you're scared to open your heart. the worst is yet to come and you're not even ready to face it..."
and she left me, dumbfounded... with questions that gives doubt in my mind... with fear that answers will tear my heart apart...
~*~
got lost already??? the worst is yet to come...
-fllnngl
posted by fllnngl1225 @ 9:40 AM
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